Why can I not get motivated to exercise? Seriously! It's like every time I go to the gym and have a great work out, and look forward to going tomorrow... that when it is finally tomorrow, I totally lack the motivation to have a repeat performance. Why? Let me tell you!
1. I'll get hurt. So the day before, as I am rocking the tricep machine and feel like that I can go for hours. But I know better... I cap it at a reasonable "starting" workout. I leave the gym feeling great and pumped to go back the next day. I wake up sore, or worse, I throw out my back or neck, and am totally disabled for the day.
3. I'll get lazy. So the day before, as I am rocking the treadmill and feel like that I can go for hours. I leave the gym feeling great and pumped to go back the next day. Sometime in the middle of the night during my sleep, that hunger turns off. I wake up the day and just don't care... don't care that the day before I literally saw 1 pound drop off my body during the 30 minutes before and after my workout. Don't care that I am failing miserably at my goal of losing more than 50 pounds before year end. WHY? Why am I sabbotaging my progress?
Everytime I work out at least 2 days per week, I drop 1-2 pounds per week or more. Everytime I don't... I don't lose weight. Even though I've spent most of November tracking my eating, I come in under calorie goal regularly and their daily ticker tells me, "If you keep eating like this, you will weight XXX in 5 weeks. Well, that XXX ranges from 15-25 pounds less than my current weight depending on whether my day was a success or failure. So, it's been about 3 weeks and according to the website, I'd be down 8 pounds at the very least, right? Nope.
I know I'm a "special case" with my jacked up hormones. I wonder if I am destined to have a 800-1000 caleroie day diet AND get at least a half hour of exercise a day for the rest of my life! This will be a slow process, but I *will* eventually get to a normal weight. It will only speed up with added exercise because damn, do I love to eat.
I know what you mean. I'm reading this as I'm debating about wether to go myself. But I do know after a few consistent weeks you get more and more addicted and in the habit. So as they say, it does get easier. But I'm still waiting for that day too! :)
ReplyDeleteOne thing that worked for me and might work for you too - was to get an accountability partner. I've recently started to seriously think why Lindora worked so well for me before my kids were born and it was writing down EVERYTHING I ate and being accountable about it.
ReplyDeleteSo I recently asked a very good friend (who is tough!) to be my diet partner -all I'm doing is journaling what I eat and sending it to him. Doesn't matter if he reads it or comments, I just need to know that if I don't produce a log, he'll ask me about it. That process makes me stop and think before I start any mindless eating.
Perhaps keeping an exercise journal and being accountable to SOMEONE ELSE can help you stay on track. I know that as much as I want to stuff my face sometimes, I DO NOT want to have to write it down - so I think through my eating much more. Good luck!